This Is Me Trying Song Lyrics by Taylor Swift
I’ve been having a hard time adjustingI had the shiniest wheels, now they’re rustingI didn’t know if you’d care if I came backI have a lot of regrets about thatPulled the car off the road to the lookoutCould’ve followed my fears all the way downAnd maybe I don’t quite know what to sayBut I’m here in your doorway
I just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingI just wanted you to knowThat this is me trying
They told me all of my cages were mentalSo I got wasted like all my potentialAnd my words shoot to kill when I’m madI have a lot of regrets about thatI was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphereFell behind on my classmates, and I ended up herePouring out my heart to a strangerBut I didn’t pour the whiskey
I just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingI just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingAt least I’m trying
And it’s hard to be at a party when I feel like an open woundIt’s hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is youYou’re a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town
And I just wanted you to knowThat this is me trying(And maybe I don’t quite know what to say)I just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingAt least I’m trying