The 30th Song Lyrics by Billie Eilish
Sometimes, you look the sameJust like you did before the accidentWhen you’re staring into spaceIt’s hard to believe you don’t remember itWoke up in the ambulanceYou pieced it all together on the drive
I know you don’t remember calling meBut I told you, even then you looked so prettyIn a hospital bedI remember you said you were scaredAnd so was I
In a stand-still on The Five, thought it was unusually early trafficUsually, I don’t panic, I just wanted to be on timeWhen I saw the ambulances on the shoulder, I didn’t even think of pulling overI pieced it all together late that night
And I know you don’t remember calling meBut I told you, even then you looked so prettyIn a hospital bedI remember you said you were scaredAnd so was I
What if it happened to you on a different day?On a bridge, where there wasn’t a rail in the way?Or a neighborhood street where the little kids play?Or the Angeles Crest in the snow or the rain?What if you weren’t alone? There were kids in the carWhat if you were remote? No one knows where you areIf you changed anything, would you not have survived?You’re alive, you’re alive, you’re alive
And I know you don’t remember calling meBut I told you, even then you looked so prettyIn your hospital bedI remember you said you were scared
And so am I