Escapism Song Lyrics by 070 Shake and Raye
Sleazin’ and teasin’, I’m sittin’ on himAll of my diamonds are drippin’ on himI met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin’I ordered two more wines, ’cause tonight, I want him
A little context if you care to listenI find myself in a shit positionThe man that I love sat me down last nightAnd he told me that it’s over, dumb decisionAnd I don’t wanna feel how my heart is rippin’In fact, I don’t wanna feel, so I stick to sippin’And I’m out on the town with a simple missionIn my little black dress, and this shit is sittin’
Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inchIn the back of the nightclub, sippin’ champagneI don’t trust any of these bitches I’m withIn the back of the taxi, sniffin’ cocaineDrunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sexI was lookin’ for a man who was on the same pageNow it’s back to the intro, back to the barTo the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
‘Cause I don’t wanna feel how I did last nightI don’t wanna feel how I did last nightDoctor, doctor, anything, pleaseDoctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain awayYou’re asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don’t wanna feel
Toke this joint how I’m blowin’ this steamBack to my ways like 2019Not 24 hours since my ex did dead itI got a new man on me, it’s about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cakeBeen some dark days lately and I’m finding it cripplingExcuse my state, I’m as high as your hopesThat you’ll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlingIf I take a step back to see the glass half fullAt least it’s the Prada two-piece that I’m trippin’ inAnd I’m already actin’ like a dick, know what I mean?So you might as well stick it in
Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inchIn the back of the nightclub, sippin’ champagneI don’t trust any of these bitches I’m withIn the back of the taxi, sniffin’ cocaineDrunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sexI was lookin’ for a man who was on the same pageNow it’s back to the intro, back to the barTo the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
‘Cause I don’t wanna feel how I did last nightI don’t wanna feel how I did last nightDoctor, doctor, anything, pleaseDoctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain awayYou’re asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don’t wanna feel, mm (what?)
‘Cause I don’t wanna feel like I felt last nightI don’t wanna feel like I felt last nightBe at peace with the things you can’t change (last night)I’ll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah
Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don’t feel no wayToast up, so what? Street small, but it go both waysSo you’ll run, yeah, but you’ll never escapeSunset in the maze (you’re asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don’t wanna feel)
I don’t wanna feel how I did last nightI don’t wanna feel how I did last night, ohDoctor, doctor, anything, pleaseDoctor, doctor, have mercy on meYou’re asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don’t wanna feel
I don’t wanna feel how I did last nightI don’t wanna feel how I did last nightI don’t wanna feel how I did last night
Mm, lipstick smudged like modern artI don’t know where the fuck I am or who’s drivin’ the fuckin’ carSpeedin’ down the highway, sippin’Mixin’ pills with the liquor ‘cah fuck these feelingsI left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)I remember nothing, so there’s nothing to regret (uh-huh)Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin’ in my head