Its Been So Long Song Lyrics
I don’t know what I was thinkingLeaving my child behindNow I suffer the curse and now I am blindWith all this anger, guilt and sadnessComing to haunt me foreverI can’t wait for the cliff at the end of the river
Is this revenge I am seeking?Or seeking someone to avenge me?Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself freeMaybe I should chase and findBefore they’ll try to stop itIt won’t be long before I’ll become a puppet
It’s been so longSince I last have seen my son lost to this monsterTo the man behind the slaughterSince you’ve been goneI’ve been singing this stupid song so I could ponderThe sanity of your mother
I wish I lived in the presentWith the gift of my past mistakesBut the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakesYour sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I rememberThose fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing meBut killing isn’t justifiedWhat happened to my son? I’m terrifiedIt lingers in my mindAnd the thought keeps on getting biggerI’m sorry my sweet baby, I wish I’ve been there
It’s been so longSince I last have seen my son lost to this monsterTo the man behind the slaughterSince you’ve been goneI’ve been singing this stupid song so I could ponderThe sanity of your mother